i feel like inking myself again huhu. so tempting.
i feel like doing on arm but i donwan oso ahha. rubbish me.
hmmm. upper back? hand? shoulder? neck?
darn. i cant decide wher. i wana ink ink ink!
i wana be tanned. hw ah....

;( i wana cry so much cannnnnn.
im so stressed up and i nid to talk to u badly.
i wana hug u right nw, my heart nid u.
rlly rlly ;'(

i wana hug & smell my baby right nowwww.
miss you alot can. 6 more weeks.
i still love u, nth change. i can recognise our love.
loves!

long time since i blog here can. i just feel like blogging here. so many things i cant blog out in blogger. might not noe whos reading it tsktsk. so many happening recently, actually i got a shock too. i noe this is not right but it's definately totally physical attraction. i only love my babyboy.


i rlly cant wait to see him. all d way, hes all i evr wanted. hmm 4may will be coming v soon. weets two more mths to go. kinda excited actually. i tink we should have more confident in our love baby. mayb nth can tear us apart. if we nv try we would nv noe. i miss ur hugs so freaking much. 2 mths ok. im waiting. pls stay strong and be more mature aft these unhappy day. no matter what im here wit u, to help u get thru evry single pain and hardship. im always standing bside u. i noe u can do wonders just tt u dono wher to start. i'll b here supporting u regardless of what. darlink i totally love u la. muack! gdnitex <3

taken i tink last week.

the two kukus in the lift ahha ;P



3october2007


im back using livejournal. dont know what the hell happen recently.
i rlly rlly hate despo guys ok. they're freaking me out. rlly. and im quite pissed.
shall kip away frm unknown guys frm now on. what an ass.
i wana go out but i dono wher to go today. i want gerls outing. it's more fun alrites.
woke up 10plus just now. damn early ahha. heavy breakfast as usual teehee.
fuck. when will that 2 kg come down again. my face bcame rounder,arms fatter, tummy bigger.
i want to wear back tight fitting clothes. now i dont dare to wear.
cant spoilt the image man. ltr explose my fats >.<
ahhhhhhhhhhh. i want to wear tight fit !!!!!!!!!!!! make my fats disappear can?

nobody in mind now ;)

sucks. cough and im growing fatter. hate it man.
i want to go back to 41kg okay.
i guess things are going to start again huakhuaks =p

i find myself not waiting fer pone calls anymore.
i find myself looking at other guys.
i find myself tinking of sth else.
i find myself being distracted.

is it bcus he dint call or bcus ...?

far east-ed wit duck . bought heels again -.-
wrong size nvm gona change it some day.
we took neos again hehes. our favourite :D
loves.

so sucky. sch reopen alr.
no time to slp. nth being digested, im getting kinda pissed alr >.<
not enough slp causing my eyes to look so damn single eyelid-ed.
took pics wit duck today in sch, i looked so damn funny wit hair tied up in tt blue uniform   *puke*

 
we look so stupid alrites. but still we're gff.
hees nono is sgff - SUPER GERL FRIENDS FOREVER :D
if not rmb wrongly a few ppl got on my nerves today but i forgotten who are dey alr.
dey're just sooo,so i-dono-how-to-describe feeling.
ass i just dont lyk going sch la.

and and regarding b. i still dono whats hes thinking la huh. asshole. wth seh. wad did i do wrong? wadever it is im not going to b bothered to find out alr. i tried but he tt asshole?ignore me ok. nvm hes angry cus i said sth wrong i guess. If it's tt case prove to me im wrong la. go clubbing i oso nv say anything alr hor. how can lidat seh. wad hes doing now is going to build a ice wall between d both of us. im getting a lil shaky and i seems to b walking further alr. but hopefully things will b fine la. Mayb bcus of experience frm past r/s forced me to learn to handle things in a way tt will benefits me and not sth which makes me feel hurt or wad in future. im strong ok. u cant defeat me wit tt quarrel. im a supergerl :p
<3

went doc just now, hopefully this time really can cure me la.
and and, im fat today. so fat.
Shall start my water fast frm tml and it'll last three days.
pls i must tahan fer 3days. it's only 3days!!
no pain no gain ok?

ohya! and b and i quarrelled ytd.
i oso forget fer what reason we start quarrelling -.-"
ok wadever, just hope things get better.

my hands kip putting cereals into my mouth!! and d action just cant stop.
hahaha alrites stop blaming tt innocent hand. im d one eating it la
>.< fat fat fat. tml want to buy evening primrose la. finish ler.
June holiday coming to an end,gotta wake up early and sqeeze in tt stupid bus wit my blur-cum-tired face.
evryday wake up so late i wonder if i could wake up on time fer sch.
im so bored now. i feel lyk drinking coke again -.-" hehe. im addicted.
But it's ok la cus it's so damn nice and it helps me too
.
dad help me cut my fringe today and went amk central wit mum to send my skirt fer alteration :)
Ready fer sch? very no.
sch reopen = no spare time.  no space time = no fun.
fun = shopping, gf outings, mit b.
i hate blue uniform.

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